self destructive romance

 the sun will shine again, i suppose
when you finally pick up your things and go
its been silent for weeks
an unpleasant break, form being sid and nancy
the screaming reminds me im still alive
the shotguns blasts i can survive
but the deafaning silence
its breaking apart my unstable mind

the important thing to remember
is that your going to get through
its always darkest before the day
but the night is dragging and
when am i going to hear from you
just let me go, i have to know
let me hear those words im longing to let you spew
i know your angry but i am too
and you wont speak , your driving me crazy
how are we supposed to get through

" revelations i have none
that survive in the light
of truth and fruition
i cannot escape this hate
the rage i feel, is gripping the steering wheel
and driving me into a wall
the fires are growing
slip down and crawl
like the sun is going to fall"

i dont want us to be okay
dont try to disguise the facts
hang your self with you false appologies
and goodbyes
they will never heal the pain inside
and i want to suffer like i should
it sounds so psychotic but it will do me some good
in the end, this way the rage and the hate wil subside

" revelations i have none
that survive in the light
of truth and fruition
i cannot escape this hate
the rage i feel, is gripping the steering wheel
and driving me into a wall
the fires are growing
slip down and crawl
like the sun is going to fall"

its the hurt thats burning inside
you keep me going, on false hope
and my faith in you is running low
where is god to settle this fight
beating my brain, with the rage taking over inside
its like a cage
that burys me down , so i can sufocate, and die
never tell me its going to be alright
i dont want to hear anything but your exiting for the last time

" revelations i have none
that survive in the light
of truth and fruition
i cannot escape this hate
the rage i feel, is gripping the steering wheel
and driving me into a wall
the fires are growing
slip down and crawl
like the sun is going to fall"

can you destroy this , heart thats so full of pride
find somewhere you can run and hide
i wont try to find you
i dont care anymore shut the door
dont even bither to say goodnight
save your breath i dont want to hear it
nothing you say will ever heal this
and id just as soon swallow cyanide

" revelations i have none
that survive in the light
of truth and fruition
i cannot escape this hate
the rage i feel, is gripping the steering wheel
and driving me into a wall
the fires are growing
slip down and crawl
like the sun is going to fall"

 the sun will shine again i suppose
and i dont care where you go
when you leave i will not break
and i wont hesitate

to seize what is mine
its what you pay for the time
that you forced me to waste
i cant look after you
and i wont be there for you
your like a leech clinging to my side
well i dont love you just let go
you hurt me to many times , and the scars will always show

the sun is gonna fall
and end it all
your gonna pay for the things youve done
the words you never said
the battles we fought , neither of us could have won
imovable objects, unstoppable forces
collide and explode
destroy the past , so that noone will know
damaged goods , hold no value
and the bruises prevent me from having hope
i should have never met you
i should have taken the chance to let go
and now were all lost , in the endless snow