Perfect me

doctor please help can you fix me
im imperfect wanting to be someone ill never be
so i zero in
on every mark on my skin
feeling so sick
of how im not perfect
and contemplating not eating

" im a mess , im a mess
and i cant take the stress
im not proud of who i am
reaching out for help
but tell me where is the hand to pull me out
of my blackhole insanity
cut n paste masterpiece
make a cookie cutter star out of me
i am ready , your a plastic surgeon genius
well glue together the pieces
that wont fit
dying dying to be perfect"

i broke the mirrors, so i couldnt see
the horrible face looking back at me
the features are displaced
and they look disfigured to me
can you fix it , do you know the right techniques
can you fix can you perfect me?

my hands are shaking
i think there may be something wrong
losing my energy dont think i can go on
for much longer ,
can you make me stronger
can you make me beatiful
can you make me into a walking dream
can you perfect me

" im a mess , im a mess
and i cant take the stress
im not proud of who i am
reaching out for help
but tell me where is the hand to pull me out
of my blackhole insanity
cut n paste masterpiece
make a cookie cutter star out of me
i am ready , your a plastic surgeon genius
well glue together the pieces
that wont fit
dying dying to be perfect"

oh make me over
im defective
as far as i can see
the scalpels my new lover
its effective
make me a walking dream
can you perfect me

oh michael angelo
i am your new sculpture so
carve my face
chisel my body
ill pay anything if you can fix me

so wont you please
up the anesthesia
leave me with amnesia
wake me when im beautiful
make sure you keep me hott and youthful
make me believe
that you can fix me

" im a mess , im a mess
and i cant take the stress
im not proud of who i am
reaching out for help
but tell me where is the hand to pull me out
of my blackhole insanity
cut n paste masterpiece
make a cookie cutter star out of me
i am ready , your a plastic surgeon genius
well glue together the pieces
that wont fit
dying dying to be perfect"

take me to an early grave
bury me bury me , bury me
but make sure i look pretty
fix everything

theres nothing wrong with you
they say
whats going on with you
they say
what are we going to do
they say
im gonna fix you
i say to myself
shutting out everyone else,
i know im ugly
so doctor doctor can you fix me
i dont need psychiatry
just give me surgery

" im a mess , im a mess
and i cant take the stress
im not proud of who i am
reaching out for help
but tell me where is the hand to pull me out
of my blackhole insanity
cut n paste masterpiece
make a cookie cutter star out of me
i am ready , your a plastic surgeon genius
well glue together the pieces
that wont fit
dying dying to be perfect"