"Im Sorry"

 soon the pain will end
and the healing will beign
i cry to myself , im so sorry that i will never see you again

"what did i do
what was it i never said
that made you feel so alone
that made you feel you had to go
and leave me in silence
please just yell at me
so i know it can be mended
plaese say anything, so i know i didnt leave you broken
please just look at me
your eyes cant tell a lie
show me what it is your feeling
what your longing to find a voice to say"

dont just walk away
dont just leave it open
with so much left to say
dont leave your thoughts unspoken
i cannot bare to live
knowing that i hurt someone
and the scars i cant take away
im sorry that i hurt you
i would gladly take your place
and feel what it is ive done to you
if it would numb your pain
id do it any day

"what did i do
what was it i never said
that made you feel so alone
that made you feel you had to go
and leave me in silence
please just yell at me
so i know it can be mended
plaese say anything, so i know i didnt leave you broken
please just look at me
your eyes cant tell a lie
show me what it is your feeling
what your longing to find a voice to say"

can you find the strength
to put your things back
and promise that youll stay
and i swear ill never turn away from you again
can you promise me that you will show forgiveness
for the things ive done to you
things i wish that i could undo
if i could try again
i would shut my mouth
and swallow all my venomous slurrs
choke on my angry words
i would throw out
everything i was, and show you who i am
if i could hear you speak again

"what did i do
what was it i never said
that made you feel so alone
that made you feel you had to go
and leave me in silence
please just yell at me
so i know it can be mended
plaese say anything, so i know i didnt leave you broken
please just look at me
your eyes cant tell a lie
show me what it is your feeling
what your longing to find a voice to say"

can you just accept
my sorrow and despair
as retribution
for the things i did unfair
can you take my appology
for not biting off my tongue
i never knew
youd be cripple by my words
and i would take your hand
across my face
if i ever said those words again
because its not what you deserve
i would  trade away my soul
just to see you smile again
and we'd be happy
i know i can make this right
i will never let this go
even if everydays a fight
just look me in the eyes
know that youd kill me with goodbye

"what did i do
what was it i never said
that made you feel so alone
that made you feel you had to go
and leave me in silence
please just yell at me
so i know it can be mended
plaese say anything, so i know i didnt leave you broken
please just look at me
your eyes cant tell a lie
show me what it is your feeling
what your longing to find a voice to say"

dont leave me all alone
just tell me that im wrong
and i will know your right
just dont ever leave my sight again
i know things cant be the same
but know that i would give to you
everything i can just to hear you say my name
and to know that your okay
ill never talk again
youve left me speechless and afraid
i would give anything to bring you back
dont let me take this regret to my grave
because your the only one
who ever brought a smile upon my face
and i mean this with all that is within me
i cant tell you enough that i am sorry